Soooo......ya, looks like I havn't posted in a little while :P
Life has been pretty hard on me lately....got a job....lost a job, but I will be going back, I wasn't fired mind you lol. This is my first year with actual "guy" experiences....gone through heatbreak and learning the hard way, but with the LORD I worked through them.....but it is still a great weakness of mine....
Lol I'm sorta rambling on about random things but oh well......probably no one's even reading this....:P It just brings me comfort to write this down somewhere :) Hopefully I will be able to post more often.....use this as a diary of sorts that I can look back at one day and laugh and look at how silly I was......:P
I am going through a time of examining my heart and I have been trying to focus on God more lately because I know that without him.....I can do nothing.....I can achieve nothing....I will not be the Godly woman He wants me to be. I am focusing on keeping my mind and heart pure and upright and I am trying very hard to obey my parents' wishes in every way.....it is very hard though...
"Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing."
James 1:2-4
"More than that, we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us."
ReplyDelete*I* am reading your blog.
Praying for you, Tanaya.
I'm excited about getting to know you better in Poland (and hopefully some by internet before hand:-)!